I thought I could bare this pain but it's gotten to the point that I want to buy chloroform and use it on myself. The agony is just too much sometimes. I need a new bed but a new bed that is meant for my bad back is expensive (100% latex or at least 97%) and anything that they sell at retail is usually terrible and breaks after a year or two with no real warranty (the warranty is a scam usually).
I could go to the doctor, get an X-Ray, CT or MRI scan but that costs money that could be used for a new bed. I can't take out any more loans, Jappleng cost too much money as it has to develop. I could start building other people websites and fixing computers but that takes time away from Jappleng but at this point I'm being driven to madness by the pain and every day now I worry about my good health.
Essentially the reason why I couldn't meet deadlines as I would normally have is because of my back, terrible bed that broke after 2 years and the lack of funds to pay for proper medical care and a proper bed. This past year was terrible :/
On the plus side I've developed strategies to make Jappleng more
fun and engaging but I need rest. I'll explain this further in the
Jappleng dev blog. That's all the rant that I have for
today.